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privacy from the curiosity of others. Snorting, Kasey thought about the things she kept in her home that
would tell stories about her, and immediately redoubled her search efforts. Other than some lube,
condoms, a watch, a small address book, and a handful of candy bars, there was nothing else in the
drawer.
Cursing under her breath, Kasey shut the drawer and moved to the closet, holding her breath as she
pulled open the accordion pleat doors. They folded out with no squeaking, and she sighed with relief.
She had begun her search quickly once excusing herself to the bathroom, but even with that, she knew
she didn't have much time left before Jeff, or more likely Lindsey, wondered what took her so long.
She didn't want to insult Jeff's cooking by claiming stomach cramps.
Examining the overall closet quickly, Kasey didn't see anything too extraordinary other than
incredible organization and neatness that went above and beyond what she had ever been able to
achieve for herself. Two racks, one and a half clearly for Lindsey with the rest for Jeff. Coordinated
by color and item, everything had a soldiered look to it, even the clear boxes on the top shelf, all with
shoes in them and a photo taped to the outside, letting Lindsey know which pair was inside. With the
shelf so high, most women probably would have had the boxes stacked on the floor, but like Kasey,
Lindsey was tall
 See something you like? Lindsey's voice reached Kasey from the left, snatching her out of her
search and spinning her around. Kasey's heart raced unbearably as Lindsey leaned against the
doorjamb to her bedroom, her arms crossed, her eyes impossible to read. Hurt. Anger. Betrayal.
Disappointment. All good possibilities.  You're not that much taller or bigger than I am. Lindsey's
voice reeked with insincerity, and Kasey wanted to melt right into the carpet.  We could probably
make a few things work.
Shit. Damn. Fuck. And fuck again.
What would Canin do?
Giving Lindsey a half smile, Kasey stuck her hands into her pockets and shrugged.  Okay, you
caught me. God, I'm so embarrassed. Her face felt so hot she knew she must look like a tomato.
 Canin and I are still new to this whole sex club thing, displaying ourselves, having people approach
us about swapping, or sharing, or whatever. I look around that club sometimes and wonder if I'm
those people now. Those people that others think are dirty and lurid and nymphomaniacs. I don't feel
like any of that; I just feel like me. I guess when I passed your bedroom on the way to the bathroom, I
started wondering how different you guys are from us. I decided to sneak a peek and see if your room
and your stuff are any different from ours, or if I might see something that would prove that Canin and
I are still normal people compared to you. Maybe I thought I'd see a sex swing, or a king-sized water
bed, or that the place would smell of sex, anything to give your lifestyle away. Kasey left the closet
doors open and sat down on the edge of the bed. Putting her face in her hands, her mortification quite
real, she finished with,  I don't know what I was thinking, other than being completely insensitive and
grossly violating your kindness. I apologize.
 Damn it. Lindsey moved into the room, and the bed dipped beneath her weight as she sat down.
She slipped her arm around Kasey's waist and gave her a shoulder nudge.  I'm supposed to be all
pissed at you and throw you out of my house, flat on your ass, for finding you snooping around in my
closet.
 I looked in your dresser and nightstand too, Kasey confessed, on a roll. Might as well go full-out;
it's not as if she hadn't been caught red-handed.
 Well, hell. So you found my chocolate stash, huh? Lindsey chuckled.  There's my biggest dirty
little secret, if that's what you were looking for. I get up in the middle of the night with cravings for
candy that I absolutely have to satisfy or I can't go back to sleep.
 I get up in the middle of the night and stare at Canin. Kasey found words coming out of her mouth
that she had no power to push back down inside.  I have to look because I sometimes can't believe
he's actually in my bed.
 Aw. You guys still act like newlyweds. That's nice. Lindsey's eyes shone with a smile.  He
doesn't wait until you're asleep to stare at you. I catch him doing it all the time. I swear if I couldn't
guess that you're both in your midthirties, I'd say you were eighteen years old and each other's first
sweetheart.
Kasey turned her head in her hand and caught Lindsey's stare.  I apologize again for coming into
your room and looking around without your permission. You've been nothing but great to me, and I
would hate to think I've broken the friendship we've developed so quickly between us. I hope you can
forgive me.
 You're let off the hook this time. Lindsey squeezed Kasey around the middle, and Kasey had to
stifle the urge to cry. She wanted to confess everything to this woman and still have her as a friend on
the other side. It had been such a long time since she'd had a girlfriend, and she had forgotten how
much she missed it.  The next time you want to know something, or see something, just ask me. I'll tell
you, if I can. It's natural to have doubts about what you're doing, and to wonder if people are secretly
thinking that you're a freak for wanting it. I know I did when Jeff and I started swinging. I never
thought I was doing something that I didn't want to do, but at the same time, I wondered if neighbors
and friends would look at me and just know what I was doing, without me ever saying a word. I also
worried about how many friends and family I would lose if they found out about my lifestyle. I think
that's just human of us. You'll have to keep looking, and over time, examine whether or not that worry
and fear is dissipating. If it isn't, maybe you'll need to reconsider whether a sex club is for you. Only
you and Canin can answer that.
 All right. Kasey nodded. Taking Lindsey's hand, she pulled the woman to her feet.  Thank you
for understanding. She forced a smile.  And for not throwing me out on my ass. I know I deserved
it.
Lindsey twined her fingers in Kasey's and guided her out of the bedroom.  Yeah, I really should
have. She held Kasey's hand, and everything in the touch spoke of those friendships that exist
between little girls.  But Jeff is anxious to try a new dessert out on the two of you. The woman's
eyes twinkled again.  There's a blowtorch involved, and I really couldn't disappoint him.
Kasey laughed, and let Lindsey lead her, loving having a new friend.  Take me to it. I'm ready to
eat. Their pace picked up to a trot.
 Good. And later  Lindsey winked  I'll show you where we keep the sex swing. You weren't
in the right room.
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