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Just coffee, I think. His stomach was in knots.
Not hungry? Rook frowned at him. Are you okay, honey?
I& I think& No, Rook. I m not. Can we sit down?
Of course we can. Rook waved at the guys at the counter. Just two coffees, boys.
Then Rook led him to the comfy seats in the corner of the nearly empty coffee house.
I m sorry. He sat and folded his hands together. You can do this, Jason. You can. It s best
for everyone just to walk away.
Rook reached over, wrapped a hand around both of his and squeezed. You re scaring
me. What s wrong?
I think& I m going to have to move out, Rook. I have to go. He let himself hold on to
Rook a second, his heart breaking.
Rook s face fell he looked devastated. What? There was barely any sound behind
the word.
I can t& I can t do this. I-I m not the right guy to do this and not fuck everything up at
the end, I m sorry.
No. No. No. You re the perfect guy. Absolutely perfect. Is this because of the fisting?
Honey, we d never hurt you, never push you to do something you don t want to. You have
to know that. I promise.
No. No, it s not that. It s& It was because Rook s perfect life was two other men and
then him and he wanted to be& special.
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It s what? Please, honey, you have to tell me so I can fix it because I don t want to even
think of life without you. I love you, honey.
But I m in love with you, Rook. I didn t try to, but I fell. I m sorry.
Oh. Oh, Jason. Rook smiled at him, looking so happy. Don t be sorry. That s so
wonderful!
It s not. I& I just can t live there, knowing that I m in love with you. I need to go.
I don t understand how loving me means you have to leave.
His cheeks burned and he couldn t meet Rook s eyes. I& When we were playing Truth
or Dare& that s when I knew. You don t feel the same about me. It s okay. I get it, but& I
want to be something more. Was he even making sense?
Jason. I love you. This isn t the first time I ve said it. I don t understand.
You love me, but you re not in love with me, huh? I love Bish and Knight, sure, but I m
in love with you.
Rook leaned in. Then how come you don t want to stay with me?
He shook his head. Because I want to be special.
But you are special. No one else is my honey no one else is you.
I m not. I wish I was. He looked up when his coffee arrived. Thank you.
What do you mean you re not? You are! I love you! I& I don t understand. Rook kept
saying that.
I m sorry. He was a bad person, but& He didn t know how to make himself clear.
I can t let you go, honey. Please, it would break my heart.
I& How could he do that? Hurt the man he loved?
Come back home with me. Please. Rook s fingers stroked his wrist, and all he wanted
was to go with Rook to go home. To touch.
Rook stood, reaching a hand out to him.
He stood, taking Rook s fingers. This is a mistake, Rook. He couldn t deny Rook,
though.
Rook shook his head. No. No, it isn t. I swear it isn t. Oh, please, honey, come on
home.
I m stupid in love with you. Didn t Rook understand?
Rook smiled. And I m in love with you, honey.
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They were moving, somehow walking towards the door then out into the snow. Rook
shivered and hunched into his coat but didn t let go of Jason s hand.
I m sorry. He was. He didn t want to hurt anyone.
Hush. Rook hurried along.
I am. I didn t intend to& He wrapped around Rook, protecting the man from the
cold. Rook leaned into him. I have you. He did, stupid or not.
Thank you, honey.
It didn t take long to get home, the two of them pushing through the door and out of
the cold. The house was quiet, still Knight and Bishop still hidden away.
They went to Rookie s room. Rook closed the door and led Jason over to the window
seat. He sat, still in his coat and boots.
Rook wrapped both arms around him and held him close. I don t want to let you go.
Not ever.
It s really impossible to break up with you when you re so close. And everything he
wanted.
I don t want you to break up with me. Rookie leaned in.
But& He looked up, made the mistake of looking into Rook s eyes.
I don t. Rook pressed their mouths together.
The kiss was soft, slow, and made his toes curl. It went on and on. Rook s kisses were
always like this wonderful and breathtaking. They made him feel amazing, stupid and
dizzy.
Rook s fingers slid over his coat, began to undo his buttons.
Rook& This was a mistake.
I love you, honey. I don t know how else to tell you so I m trying to show you just how
much. Rook cupped his face, eyes glistening, and kissed him again, tongue sliding on his.
He could feel the love and care in that kiss he could.
Jason closed his eyes, trying so hard to think.
Rook s fingers returned to their job, opening his coat and pushing it off his shoulders.
One kiss melted into another, then another Rook not letting him think. He didn t rush to
make Jason naked once his coat was off, only kissing him and kissing him and kissing him.
Jason was shaking and shivering, achingly hard and hot.
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Rook met his eyes. I love you, honey. Then the kisses began again.
How could he fight this?
Tracing his face, Rook s fingers warmed his skin. Tears slipped from his eyes, wetting
Rook s fingers. Whimpering, Rook deepened the kisses, pressing closer to him. His hands
landed on Rook s hips, circling them. Rook groaned into his mouth, tongue tracing his teeth,
tickling his gums.
How was he going to& ? Oh, God. So sweet.
Shifting, Rook slid out of his jacket and straddled Jason s lap. He moaned in his lover s
lips, loving how Rook fit against him. Their bodies moved together, almost clicked in place.
Rook s hands stroked through his hair, tilting his head so their kiss could deepen. His own
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